Thursday, August 30, 2012

Another recipe

My husband planted a garden.  He let it grow more than enough.  I was away for a week and a half so I was unable to pick from the garden.

We have overgrown yellow summer squash and overgrown beans.  What to do?

I boiled the beans and had some yesterday.  Good for you but not delicious.
I boiled some summer squash and ate it.  With the left overs I will make soup.

Today I roasted a pork loin in the rotiserary (erotically tiparary?  LOL)  Spell checkis....
It's a machine that revolves the meat around a heat source.

With it I served vegetables.  Overgrown ones.  How to make them taste good?

I shredded the yellow squash after removing the tough outer skin.  I added sauteed onions (I just saw my mom's name)  How so?  OMG I'm not telling you.  Oh why?  Why do you think?  Tomatoes with the seeds removed and the leftover beans cut smaller.  Haha?

Some mixed dried Italian herbs.  Some celery leaves, basal and parsley, fresh.  Salt and pepper.  I use Herbamere flavored salt.

On the pork I added Trader Joe's my mind went blank.  Good thing no one reads me!  

My board

My board is lit up nicely!  (Thanks for visiting my blog.  Sometimes I wonder if you read it?)  but where is Africa?  And then come to think of it, where is South America? Oh the North and the South Pole are missing too.  Do You know that's a joke?  

A confession

I should probably tell someone that some songs sometimes seem to be telling a story about me.  There you have it.  They said I was crazy and alas, I guess I am.  

Storage wars


Dear IAM

Hello!

I was removed from Bible Discussion Forum for disagreeing too much with the doctrine of Jehovah's Witnesses.  That is why I think I was removed.  When one gets removed there is no warning and no reason.  JWs aren't suppose to fraternize with strangers on the internet, but they do it anyway.  I did not do it until I wasn't one.   I just want you to know I do not forget you.

If you are restricted but not removed I might talk to you again.  No more sir and no more making light about being off topic.  OK?

Peace!

I'm confused.

The Bible warns about laughing.  It says he who laughs now cries later.  But he who sows with tears will reap with  joyfulness.

Is it talking about now or them.  I'm thinking I think it's funny, but is it suppose to be?  I mean will my laughing now turn to tears later or will my past tears turn to laughing now?

Do you see what a letter will do?  Them is then.  And even . is ? .
So people are worshiping the Bible, but it's not good to do that.  Do you know why?  Because interpretation belongs to God.  Is that obvious?  So to trust with all your heart in Your interpretation of the Bible is not worshiping God.  It is worshiping something that belongs to God.

I do I know which is SUPPOSE to read how

I don't know?  Fill in the blank.. OK I shall give it try.

Religion is for being sure.  See how everything can be read one way or another?  What IS that anyway?  Whatever it is I think it's cute.  I think it scares some people.  Other people I think it makes them feel dizzy.

How do I chose which thought I should accept and which one I should reject.  How?  I don't know.

Religion does not care whether something is true or not.  It believes what it wants to believe.  How does it become sure in the believer?  That is an interesting sentence, I like it! I don't know.

How is religion (I'm trying it another way) convincing people to believe what is not true?  That is what the previous sentences mean. I think talking strait is boring.





Don't you?  

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

What does food have to do with Bible Study? I don't know! Why not ask the Governing Body of Jehovah's Witnesses?

I am feeling left out a little.  What's new?  I bought a bunch of buttons today.  What did you do?

I wonder if I am alone witnessing the breakdown of brain activity?

Maybe you think I'm broke.  Maybe you don't care.

I have more recipes.  The funny thing is I might have thousands of dollars worth of cookbooks but I make up my own recipes or I cook someone else's recipe again and again until I don't have to read it anymore.

I'd like to sell some but in this economy, it's not such a good idea.  I would rather keep them or give them away to friends and family.  I have friends and family.

Best sandwich

Sometimes, but not often, I like what is called an Italian Sub.  I almost never order it out because it has to be just right.  When I count things I have to write them down or I forget which one I counted and which one I didn't.  So here you go.  I'm counting.

A roll.  It can't be any roll.  It has to be white and long, not round.
Two kinds of cheese.  Provolone is one and horseradish sharp cheddar is the other.
Toast so far.  Take it out of the oven before it gets crumby.  It will be messy enough.
Hot Capicola, ham, salami, and mortadella (a new word for spell check!).

Seven so far.

Make dressing.  The juice from a jar of mild banana peppers, olive oil, fresh chopped parsley, fresh basil, fresh scallions, salt, flavored salt, pepper, hot pepper flakes.  It is OK if I forget something.

Sixteen.

Dill pickles, hot pickle peppers, banana peppers.

Nineteen.

Tomatoes.  It's summer so they are fresh.  Onions.  They were from someone else's garden.  And lettuce.

Twenty two ingredients.  I estimated twenty.

Twenty three garlic.

I might have put fresh celery leaf in it.  I forget.




Sunday, August 26, 2012

Hm

It is Sunday Night.  It is still August 2012.  I can not expect that I am being inspected on a week end.  I never would.

I remember Alan.  I am so gl;ad he was crazy too!    

I have nothing to say

Hey Mr. Lean 1. will you EVER talk to me?  And 2. are you writing a book?

It's Joe

Oregon is a good place I might go there.  I think I said Tom but I meant Joe.  WINE BY JOE.  can You believe it?  Is he yelling?  Haha

To honor nothing

Just because I want to.

When I go wine shopping I choose by the label.

Sometimes I see a half bottle for lots of money and I can't help but wonder "is it THAT good?"  I'm not a gambling man.  I don't buy it.  I don't have much money.

I think this one (I'm breaking my rule fyi)  is called Tom.  I could go check but I don't want to.  Would you?  That's poetry for your information.  Get a clue.  Sorry no emoticons. 

My X

My husband seems to take to heart that I should earn his respect, above and beyond the love I have for him and the cooperation I show.  I am slow.  He is not slow.  He is different.  If he has something in mind to do he will do it to it's finish even if it means being late for dinner and making those ready for dinner wait for him.

Also he lies.  When he feels the disagreement is not going his way he will make up a scenario that fits his perception.

That is not so bad, everyone does it to a lesser or greATER DEGREE BUT WHEN HE DOES IT HE WILL SAY IT IS ME DOING IT.  Caps lock. Somebody loves me.  I should probably look more often at the screen.  It is true I should yell it as it is worse than rape.  Rape is against the flesh but what people do to me is against the spirit.  The spirit which proclaims it deserves at least what everyone else is accorded.

I am not a hoarder but he insists that I should agree with him that I am.  He will find one thing that he thinks is junk and conclude that I don't know any better but he wishes I did.  He found a doll and looked at it.  It surprises me to not end that he looked at it.  It was near where he sits down to put his shoes on.  It is not the only place to put shoes on.  Sometimes he walks around the house with them on.  The doll may or may not have been broken.  Do you think I might have bought it for the dress it has on?  Perhaps.

Married?  I know where gay comes from.  

Please, where are my peeps?

I think peeps is a good word for people, don't you?

It's a no wonder people don't believe modern prophets of God.

What do they say?

Do they all say Jesus is the thief ?  I wonder which of the ancient prophets before Christ said that Christ would come again as a thief?  What does Harvard say, I wonder?

And where are mt peeps?  Haha!  That's a good one!  Where IS Mt. Peeps?

I'm laughing!

What's so funny?

I forgot what I was going to say.

Mr. Lean, you there?

Nonsense you say.  OK  Do you think I should try harder?

I think I shall keep it light.

Maybe later.....

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Popular Key Word

I'm so glad I'm not alone!

It would be weird talking to myself.

There are NO strangers on the internet.

Inventiveness an essay

Ring theory says opposites dwell right next to each other.  I'm glad because it's funny.

So I was wondering about how anyone can imagine I am an inventor so I looked it up so here you are.
On purpose yes indeed!

an invention can be good and true but an invention of the imagination can be c/p a product of the imagination;especially : a false conception 

Why do I always forget about the white tape?  That's me (this is me?) talking to myself.

Funny Stuff

I changed the title. I think it was going to be called Betting on Van Gogh, but morphed in my head as Betting on Picasso.  They don't sound the same at all but whenever I think of the artist van Gogh Picasso  is the name I hear.  Which is interesting because they are opposites.  Picasso was very famous in his life time and van Gogh was not.

That's called ring theory.

I am betting on van Gogh means I am not worried that I might not be an artist/inventor/originator.  Someday I will be appreciated for how I have corrected some what shall we call it?   What the hell am I doing?  Maybe someday there will be a name for what I do.  

Monday, August 13, 2012

Does Mrs. Jones have two heads?

She says it was funny and she felt ticked when called a bitch. OK I did.  Everyone in the world knows she is not a bitch but me.  But she is working it to death so I fear she she is not telling the truth about being unbothered by it.
So the question is is she two headed or something else?

I person can wonder.

Why?  She was bothering me and she would not stop.  I was leaving anyway.  Sigh

Do you not believe me?  Do you think I am making it up too?

So many times I would post and she would leave an annoying emoticon just to let me know she thinks I am a jerk.  She did it many times.  Maybe 20, maybe 50.  I had 7000 posts.

When a person leaves only an emoticon it tells a person nothing but you have to guess what it means.  There are good ones and bad.  They left me ALL bad ones.  Unless I'm dreaming.  I guess I might be dreaming.  And they posted whack-a-mole to me at least a few times.  N.drew just imagine you are being hit on the head with a bat.  Childish pranks I can deal with and I think I did a good job dealing with it.  It was when they exaggerated lies about me that I drew the line.

Sometimes I imagine someone is listening to me.  Thanks for listening.  

That's my point exactly

So I am making shit up?

And they are not?

Am I understanding You correctly?

Do you have ANY IDEA how frustrating that is?

So I tell the truth and get in trouble for it again and again and again.  Not only do I get on people's nerves I get called all kinds of wonderful things "retarted", LOL OK!  I like English.  Babbler, trouble maker, attention whore (I don't know why they won't tell New Chapter she is one too, that's a little annoyance ), crazy, delusional (everyone gets called that who believes in God I should be proud), Beks called me something I forget what it was.  But what really got my goat was when they said I went around to every thread to spoil them.  Hm I thought there was more .  Maybe I am being a little over sensitive.  Am I a show-off?  I guess so.  If you were awake and everyone else was sleeping you would probably show off too you know.

Not only do I get in trouble for baring my soul on Jehovahs-Witness.net, I get called out again and again for being UNtrue.  It's enough to desert to Satan's side.  Unfortunately there is no person of Satan.  Oh brother.

And then they would probably ridicule me for not being forgiving and forgetting even though nobody ever came close to apologizing.  Just Hamsterbait came close once but it was her fault I got in trouble on that thread so I suspect JUST MAYBE (because how can I know?) it was her conscious she was worried about, not mine.  

Why I care

Most readers believe I should not care what other people think or don't think about me.   I can't say that is incorrect and I wish it was possible.  I must admit it was my fault that I ventured forth to a place where people care only for themselves and for their friends.  And if I had the choice again to go or not I think to go would be a sin.

How is it not possible to forget it?  It is not possible because I feel like a transgression has been committed against me but it is not the case.  The error is all mine so I have nobody to forgive.  Because I have no one to forgive then I have to own the hate I feel.  It is ALL my fault, but it is real.  So how do I get rid of it?

The feeling that something SHOULD happen but will never happen might be the right way to describe the abyss that "satan" will be/should be/was, God knows, thrown into.  Why do I say that?  It is because how I feel about what happened to me feels like an abyss.  An abyss pictures absolute helplessness I think. 

That's why

That is why I hate people I have met.  It is because they love people for the same reason they hate me.  It doesn't make sense.  That is why I hate where it is coming from.  I am conscious that I should not hate people.  And some days I try not to and some days I don't.

An example of why

It really puts me over the edge when popular opinion about me is annoying babbler.  So I shall list an example of why forums remove me.  I think this next one will be removed but I should not get bent out of shape if it does.  I shall try it here.

Revelation 6:1,2

Can you really not see that the Watchtower Corporation is pictured in scripture as Saul?

1 Samuel 8:4

4Then all the elders of Israel gathered together and came to Samuel at Ramah; 5and they said to him, “Behold, you(1) have grown old(2), and your sons do not walk in your ways(3). Now appoint a king for us to judge us(4) like all the nations.” 6But the thing was displeasing in the sight of Samuel when they said, “Give us a king to judge us.” And Samuel prayed to the LORD. 7The LORD said to Samuel, “Listen to the voice of the people in regard to all that they say to you, for they have not rejected you, but they have rejected Me from being king over them(5). 8“Like all the deeds which they have done since the day that I brought them up from Egypt even to this day—in that they have forsaken Me(6) and served other gods(7)—so they are doing to you also. 9“Now then, listen to their voice(8); however, you shall solemnly warn them and tell them of the procedure(9) of the king who will reign over them.” 
1 Our Father in Heaven let YOUR will be done
2 Where IS this promised presence of his?
3 False religion is the HARLOT
4 And a crown was given him (Rev 6:2)
5 Now the 144,000 will be our king. 
6 The warning was ignored 2 Corinthians 6:1 "we also entreat you not to accept the underved kindness of God and miss it's purpose" NWT
7 Daniel 11:39
8 Revelation 13:16 Revelation 13:10
9 They have procedure all right. They are very proud of their procedure. It is what what makes them stick together

Peace

Jeremiah 17:9 Jehovah's Witnesses know it well but do not apply it to their leaders. Why?

The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly corrupt: who can know it? 

Isaiah 1:5 Why should you be beaten anymore? Why do you persist in rebellion? Your whole head is injured, your whole heart afflicted.

Is the answer to "who can know it?" Jehovah Witness loyalists? Why do they go door to door claiming God is putting their leaders over all things? 

The answer is because the rider rides the same horse as Christ.

Deuteronomy 17:16


Sunday, August 12, 2012

I'm not a crybaby

I can almost hear you (I don't know who the hell you are translated means I don't lose sleep over not knowing something) thinking.  "Get over it, nobody hates you".

I shall settle it once and for all.  Hate means you Know, but usually won't admit even to yourself, that you would be better off without me.  So I understand and that is why I'm not crying over it.  Just so you know.

I almost forgot I had a point to make.  I have a point to make.

Knowing that everyone but my family would be unchanged/better off without me can become a cause for reevaluation, and I might have come to conclude that what I think and know is worthless and wrong.  That's not true.  I have been a friend to people and have helped make people feel good about themselves and humanity.

I'm talking about my philosophy.

That is what the Bible is to me.  The Bible is a great helper for keeping me on track about the meaning of life and about what good purpose is.  It is a teacher that says truth need not be popular and it isn't.

Thanks friend Bible!


When?

LOL.  I'ts OK.  Just goes to prove to me there is comedy.

When a man gets something right he is called amazing.

When a woman gets something right she is called a show-off.

It's all good.  

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Should humans be studied for species?

There are some animals that look very much the same but are different species.  Do you think humans have different species?  I'm not talking about black and white or rich or poor (that was a joke).  I'm talking about how they think.  I suspect there are at least four different human species.  Maybe it is the reason why some mates can't procreate.  Am I evil for saying?


What does Bruised in the head mean?

Genesis 3:15

The problem with people is there are always people who want to be someone else.
So Theology has always wondered who the woman is and who you are.

But it is important to know that whoever they are they are.  Nothing will change who they are so why bother with thousands and perhaps many more thousands of speculation.  Is it not much more important to know what a bruise is and how to avoid it?

What does "bruised in the head" mean?  It probably doesn't mean death because it is not often or common for a bruise to cause death.  Some people will insist on making it mean that which is to make it mean what they say it means, which is raping truth, they just won't stop.  I'm sorry!  I shall try that again.  Some people insist on making scripture mean just what they say it means.

A bruised head can cause disorientation, confusion, memory loss and eventually death.  But it is not the bruise that causes death but the bleeding from the bruise that can cause death.

A bruised heal?  I would not know what it might mean if I did not have foot pain.

It means I don't want to do what I should do because it hurts to walk.


Is it not a fact?

Am I imaging that what Religion has become, especially Christianity, is a way to believe one's self is saved?

I will address Christianity because they are family.

How has your main objective become salvation?

Do you not know that Your Leader HIMSELF has been reported to have said

"He who will save his soul will LOSE it"?

and

Those who are pictured at Christ's right hand for everlasting life are those who are for the LEAST one?

How is it even possible to be for anyone when your main objective is to be for yourself?*

Matthew 16:25  Mark 8:35

Matthew 25:37-40

* that is how I might have married science to faith.  The goal to believing.  Will it be, do I think?  Have do not know, how can I?  Have do not know?  God knows how I became have.  I'm leaving it, it' so interesting.  I like it?!  Just like that.  OK  Headache?  My heal hurts.  I'm not


Question: Am I conscious?

I am aware that I have said nothing about certain religions in my posting career.  It is on purpose.  I probably will never say anything about other religions as peculiar entities.  But I have an opinion of religion in general.

It is important that Christians are true because they are representative of The True One and it is written, 2Timothy 2:19

"The firm foundation of God stands having this seal The Lord knows those who are HIS and let depart from unrighteousness anyone who names the name of the Lord."

How long have they who are not departing from unrighteousness been telling the World to depart from unrighteousness?

Anything not true is a lie.  Lies are unrighteous.  Especially to lie about The Word is unrighteous.  If anyone is wondering how I believe the woman pictured in Revelation 12:1,2 was raped, that is how.

Do you want a story about it?

Genesis Chapter 20.  But in real life (please don't laugh)  Sarah pictures the word which was "taken" by the World.  That is probably what the "unforeseen occurrence" mentioned in Ecclesiastes 9:11 is.
Genesis 20 pictures the bride of Christ that was taken by the World.

The World is the dragon.  Their child is not the woman's FAULT.  The World cares only for scientific truth.  So?


Friday, August 10, 2012

I try to avoid innuendo

Innuendo has a negative connotation.  I wonder what the word is that means "hinting at something good".

From the start of my adventure on the web I have received thousands of innuendos about my person, beliefs and philosophy.  I would say it is safe to say more than the usual amount.  I have also and am also getting mostly brushed off.  Fine and good.

What I do not like is complimentary hints that the person might be aiming at me.  For instance people will say about the places I have been "Thanks to ALL the posters here" or "We appreciate ALL the posters here" or "I have been benefited by ALL the posters here".  Because I do not feel comfortable  including myself.  Why should I?

A person cannot be emotionally safe on the internet if she avoids innuendo and just sticks to the truth.

So far as I know truth has no place on the internet.  So far I am hoping YET it has no place.

Sometimes I wish the electricity would cease.  Then I might find someone who appreciates me, other than my husband and my kids.  It should be good enough for me, but not always.  Just most of the time.

My rant is over.  Thanks for listening.  Hello?  LOL

The worst thing

So far I have suffered a lot in my life.  I'm not sharing.

But I will tell you what I believe to be the worst thing I have suffered.  I don't know if it feels worst because it is new, or whether it really is the worst torture.

It is to be accused of something bad that I am sure I did not do.

I am one lucky one who has not been legally accused, tried and punished for something I didn't do.  I would not live through such an ordeal imo.

Christ suffered the same so I shall take consolation from Him.


Thursday, August 9, 2012

I have no idea

The Jehovah's Witnesses teach it is their leaders who are personally mentioned at Matthew 24:45.

I wonder if there are other opinions on what is described at Matthew 24:45?

Here is what I think. Jehovah's Witnesses mock others who believe "once saved always saved" so it is beyond my ability to understand that they INSIST on continuing to believe a group of men are chosen to be "appointed over all (God's) belongings". How is this doctrine they believe once true, always true?

Matthew 24:48 warns that the slave might abandon his commission. 

How is it in harmony with John 15:4-6?

4“Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself unless it abides in the vine, so neither can you unless you abide in Me. 5“I am the vine, you are the branches; he who abides in Me and I in him, he bears much fruit, for apart from Me you can do nothing. 6“If anyone does not abide in Me, he is thrown away as a branch and dries up; and they gather them, and cast them into the fire and they are burned

How is anyone convinced that the men who lead the Jehovah's Witnesses are abiding still in Christ? If works is the answer please explain other works of faith in Christ NOT related to the Watchtower. How are they being accomplished? 

For your consideration

I have a theory of why some people WANT to believe in the absence of God.  It might even be genetic. 

It has to do with strategy.  The person who can't even imagine the possibility of a superior Person is increasing his rate of success of whatever plan he has devised.  The mind considers a goal and the work needed for it's accomplishment but also considers what might change the field during the work for accomplishing the goal.  If the mind believes there is a  real Person in the sky that knows and cares what we do, then the  mind would have large gaps in the "what if" part.  So to feel in control of every situation the mind learns to eliminate the god factor.  Then the mind is able to see more clearly all the deeds required and the possible difficulties it might encounter.  To the unbeliever's imagination the possible difficulties become fewer with the absence of another conscious, the god conscious present.  So it has been eliminated for imagined success.

And you thought is was because God isn't real.  I'm kidding OK?  Don't be getting all hot under the collar.
Please.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

C'est la vie

It is so sad to lose my one regular contact I thought I had.  If I was a person who cried at the drop of a hat, I'd be crying NOW.  Unfortunately,  I mean fortunately, I have a devil so here we are laughing.  Did you know laughter is good for you?  

Do I really think I have a devil?  What is the correct answer?  You tell me first.

And if I think you are not lying I will consider my answer.

It's too soon to believe I lost my penpal.  It's only been nine days that he has not written. We were writing about every day.  It's too soon to draw unknown conclusions.

Do you like to cry better or laugh better?

If you could either cry or laugh ONE MORE TIME which would it be?

Sometimes I imagine an agency doing a profile of me.  Is that being paranoid?

I think that to believe something might be real that CAN be real is not paranoia.  But unfortunately Science does not agree with me.

I can make everyone my betrayer.  Sometimes I do it by mistake. There is one person that I can not  make betray me.  C'est la vie   

I am missing my spy

It's so sad.  I don't feel like laughing.

Story Store

The internet is good protection.

How so?

Well, it is possible that powerful forces are not happy that I would disagree so vehemently so often for so long.   And they might worry that if I am to be believed it might make them look naked.
REVELATION 16:15.  

But really if they ARE naked then Heaven already knows.  It proves to me that they care what men think more than they care what God thinks.

But that's not what this is for.   How is the internet a protection?  Maybe someone has read it.  Maybe even someone has printed it (not likely)  LOL.  That's not me.  I;m kidding.  Am I?  Snort.

So it it is in the public domain ALREADY why spend the money to have me what do they call it?  Hit?  LOL

Thank you Lord for I should NOT say

If I die you'll know why.  The problem is who will tell you my friend?

I'm so glad you are my imaginary friend.  It's 9:29 that would be pm.

I can't say that... Somethings you just can't say.  

Do what you want

Does anyone even know what for Jehovah means?  Anyone?  

JWN or I wished I had some wine

I imagine that no one reads my blog except for them that have to which I think is really funny!  So I was thinking about boring you and I said to myself "I wish I had some wine".  Uh before that I thought if I am going to absolve the last two years you who's job it is to read better go get yourself a drink.  Then I thought a drink would be nice.  I forgot I put away my husband's bottle of wine and I thought I had none.  My wish came true, I have some wine.  I am going to break my rule.   Your drink is Scotch on the rocks.

This might be a lot of words.

I do not remember days, so I must be lying.  I say "what ever".

I did not need evidence for leaving the Jehovah's Witnesses.  I already knew they were not led by Holy Spirit.  Some former Jehovah's Witnesses  need confirmation for their conscious.  I didn't.  So JWN was just fun.

When I began there it was because I was removed from Bible Discussion Forum.  Them on JWN keep saying I said I was removed from forums with an s but I don't remember another one.  I remember being removed from one.  But it doesn't match what they said so I must be wrong/demented/lying pick one.

What was the reason?  Well, the owner has the right to remove a person with no warning or explanation so he did and didn't.   I have enemies on both sides which I think is so cool!  In my wildest dreams I would not imagine anything cooler.  I don't know why.

Speaking of cool, what are you drinking?  Scotch?

There should not be blanket rules. What do you think?

I remember the first post that got me in trouble on JWN.  Oh, by the way, I do know I can be annoying.  God, I annoy myself.  I use to not write because I could not stand the thought that I might read it later.

I thought I was on topic but everyone insisted I was not.  I posted thus:

It is possible that the Faithful and Discreet Slave (I'm sure I spelled it wrong) can say that they are indeed NOT the FDS but because of their work the FDS, the real one, has become known.  Therefore it was them that made it real.   See?  No?  Still?  Oh God.

They jumped on me.  But it was fun.

The girls though were NOT fun.  Never was, never will be.  But I could be wrong.

I intimated that perhaps my years with the Society were beneficial. If you ever go there to make some friends don't say that.  I didn't make friends there.  When I finally posted that I had not made friends, they ridiculed me for thinking that I thought I might.  Which is a lie.  Because a lot of people DID make real friends there.

I might have some more wine, how about you?

When my suspicions started to grow about The Society I did not search out people with similar doubts OUTSIDE of the organization.  I did search out people inside but I was prudent and did not get myself disfellowshipped.  (A word spell check does not recognize).  So far I am still a Jehovah's Witness.

I was not perspicacious on the first forum like I think I am now on Religious Education Forum.  We shall see.

And on the second forum (JWN) which I believe and shall say because I am on my second glass, the lurking place of "every evil spirit".  Revelation 18:2  Amen!  I didn't even say that before and here I am!  LOL... I was NOT perspicacious because it appeared to me nobody was.  But the funny thing is, despite the atmosphere there they expected, SEEMED to expect that I would not comply.  I don't know why.  I think I will never know why.

It's like they can read my mind.

I think the former JW brothers who are silly exaggerate silliness.  I think the former JW sisters exaggerate how bad everyone else is.  The black lady (because i'm a racist) wasn't ever a baptized JW so was never my sister, exaggerates more than them all put together.  I'm not really racist but she said I was.  I have no idea why.  I think I never will know why.

What bothered me most was what my friend sad said. Which is a mistake but right on I think.  Sab was his nickname.  He said as they ganged up on me over and over and over again (the post that said I was a sucker for punishment was correct) nobody said a thing.  Even when they told lies about me nobody said a thing.  That is the reason I said I hate Simon.  Simon is the owner of the site.  I still hate him.  But still praying about it.  Why do I hate him?  He doesn't care.  It is not because I was deleted.  I wanted to be deleted because I really do NOT like ridicule.  It makes the ridiculer look hateful and ridiculous and we are suppose to love our neighbor.

I will tell you what is best for a buzz on.  Alcerselxer.   No spell spell check NOT perseverance.  You are so funny technology.   

Alka Selzer.  It works l;ike magic.  I bet you a million bucks (I don't HAVE it) you will nEVER tell me.  It's poetry, what's wrong with you?


My husband says I should save him a glass.  I shall.  I really shall.

Is there anymore to say?  I have no idea.  i THINK IT IS TIME TO CLICK Stop that.  I think my fingers are normAL LOL size.  What letter would I pick if I had to.  What letter would YOU pick?  I'm glad there are people.  Some of them I still hate.  I have some work to do.  Do you know what THAT means Mr. Zombie I Never Had An Original Thought AND Never Will?

I think I am entertainment for uh Tartau  Oh fuck







I deserve to be hated by them

In the past I have hated souls only in theory.

Now I know it is in me to hate souls for real.

When I posted "where is palmtree from?" did no one imagine that I wanted to eliminate her and her husband from the suspects that I could only IMAGINE?

No!  The clues pointed to him.  And he DID write a hate post to me.  Not only did he, but in response to him someone else did.  Someone else wrote that it is a shame that N.drew could cause the  husband to change his mind about wanting to associate with former Jehovah's Witnesses.  You heard it right!  Palmtree blamed ME because her husband would not go to the apostafest.  

I hate Simon for letting it all be.  No, it's not his fault.  Nobody said it was.  I don't manufacture the hate.  It IS.  I will work on getting rid of it.  Only by God's power.


Reading

If someone wanted my number and they knew what state I live in (check) my first name (check) and my last name (I'm not sure about that one, but it was easy to guess) IF YOU HAD A BRAIN NEW CHAPTER it would be a simple thing to find.  It comes up on page one when googled.

I did not call the police.  My husband did.  The police searched the call because the caller SAID IN THE PHONE WHILE SAID PHONE WAS TO THE EAR OF THE COP "there is a high powered rifle pointed at your head".  One does not threaten a law enforcer in the USA without effect.

I did not know I hated people until I experienced the bigotry on JWN.

Learn to read New Chapter.  Your a writer?  You don't even know how to READ.

This I cut/pasted from JWN

QUOTE New Chapter.  WHO did I call a "bitch"?  Post # 11379  AGUEST thread page 18  nine posts from top.  Then mrsjones claimed she DID NOT SAY I called her bitch.  Did she mrsjones, or didn't she?

Sab, what you fail to consider is that I did not mess with N.Drew. I just didn't take part in trying to reason with her, and if I did say something, it was generally humorous and not offensive. It was clear to me that she was a ticking bomb, and I had no interest in setting her off. She called me a f**king bitch. 

I told my husband about you.

Who?  Everyone who doesn't believe me.

He said "did you never hear of Cassandra?"  He said look it up.

My only friend as a child was Sandra.  Sandy actually.  I don't know if her name was Sandra, but it probably was.  

I looked it up.  She was considered by tradition to be the most beautiful woman in the world.  LOL

I like the snakes.

We have two things in common.  I am also a woman and I don't like Appolo either.  I mean Apollo.  Sorry!

Stop already!

No.

Revelation  6:2

What is it that the rider has "gone forth conquering and to complete his conquest"? Isn't it to make everyone admit Jesus is the son of God?

But admitting is for sins. Jesus is not a sin.

It's best

The news is out IT'S BEST NOT TO TALK TO THE GIRL.

Yes!  Even though I don't like it much I totally agree.  

Is Christ ONE or two Jehovah's Witnesses?

A question for Jehovah's Witnesses who teach it is Jesus pictured on the horse at Revelation 6:2 please. 

How is Jesus IN THE SAME vision two places?

He is the lamb found worthy to open the seals (Revelation 5:11-14, Revelation 6:1-17) and you claim he is also the rider of the first horse (that precedes Earth's woes) who goes forth from the place the lamb remains at for later opening more seals (vs. 3,5,7,9,12 and 8:1) Is there any other place in scripture that an individual is pictured two places at once?

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

You think

Oh good!

You might think if you read my blog that I post drunk.  I don't.  Just saying.

I think I might have somewhere in the past but only for that Story Store.  

Monday, August 6, 2012

What does it mean?

Jesus did not say many would come claiming THEY are Christ.  He said what we actually SEE with our very eyes and HEAR with our very ears that many will say HE is Christ (for later).  Is it so hard to understand?  It is true Christ is Christ but who/what do people REALLY obey?  So in reality saying "Jesus is Christ" is lying.  Because who does not recognize that other things hold sway? So from Heaven's point of view Jesus is Christ but from Earth's point of view He is not.  So to say he is is not true.

What the scripture means is many will say Jesus is Lord/Savior/Christ. But He is Christ only to those who will listen.   

Many will come Matthew 24

What does it mean "on the basis of my name"?

And saying

"I am the christ"?

What was he warning us as he prefaced these words with "watch out for deception".  Whether it means watch out You do not lead a person with deception or watch out you be not led by deception, it doesn't matter any more.  The hour is late.  What is done is done.

On the basis of someone's name means representing that one whose name one comes in.

I am the christ means Jesus.  He was talking about himself.  And he is Christ.  But his ministry as Christ came to an end with his death.  He is alive in spirit but only to believers.

He meant christ with the meaning of the root which is "to furnish what is needed".   Are not people who say they are believers saying "he will save us"?  They expect him to furnish what is needed in the future.  But he has furnished what is needed in the past.  And people have NOT believed.  They were misled.  They did not take note that Earth is to reap what is sown.  Christ was and is a warning about that which You sow or don't sow.

Strong's Greek 5530

Middle voice of a primary verb (perhaps rather from cheir, to handle); to furnish what is needed; (give an oracle, "graze" (touch slightly), light upon, etc.), i.e. (by implication) to employ or (by extension) to act towards one in a given manner -- entreat, use. Compare chraochre

http://biblos.com/

http://biblos.com/matthew/24-5.htm

Who is running your race for you Jehovah's Witnesses?

You believe you will "endure to the end" and thus "be saved" by sticking to the organization of Jehovah's Witnesses the religion of the Watchtower.  That is what they tell you is "the truth".

They teach you to believe you are "walking in the truth".

Not everyone in a contest wins the price.  Run so that You might get it.  Do you remember reading that?

What is a Christ followers objective?  Is it not to become more Christ like?  What does it mean to be Christ like?  Who do YOU believe is "christ like"?  Who is running Your race?

I remember now the post that got me removed from Bible Discussion Forum.

I posted why if the Bible is written for the anointed and the rules of communion with Christ Jesus apply ONLY to the anointed 144,000 why does the rule of "bad association" apply to all?  And why do the disfellowshipping rules apply to all?  

Retain word NAME

They say spirits who are evil made bodies for themselves and came down to have sexual relations with women who were beautiful and the women had offspring that were children of the powerful and evil spirits and they were the men of FAME.

That is what they teach the children.  The religious people are the very worst enemies of religion.  Like I said.

I can see the parallel like Jesus said "just like the days of Noah".

Like I said.

What does "men of fame" mean in my opinion?

Fame and name are related.

This is the dust idea I had but forgot.  Now I'm on break two.

The women (of Noah's day) were "good looking", which means having a good opinion of the days ahead.  And without interference by wicked powers unseen having a good opinion of days ahead can work for good.  Please remember that the Bible is written with a view to the spirit, not the flesh.

When good is accomplished the NAME of goodness which is Yahweh becomes magnified for more goodness for goodness sake.  But at that time there existed wicked forces that thwarted the goodness that was the will of God.  That is how they were the "men  of fame" or name but not their name like it is custom to believe.  It means God's name.

Hebrews 10:25  The custom is not referring to the not gathering together.  It refers to the custom of believing what is not true.   Believers who believe truth will not gather to people who believe lies.  They just won't. 

Break Time!

With my fifth cup of coffee that I do not need.

I should have thought of a retaining word.

A retaining word is a word to help the mind get back on what it was on.

While I'm here I might as well admit my mistake.  I really thought NewChapter posted once that I called her a bitch.  I'm talking about on that thread that shows everyone's true colors.  I skimmed the posts but did not find it.  If I could say I'm sorry I would.

I thought I had something interesting to say.  Maybe I did, maybe I didn't.

One more then I have to clean for Jehovah's Witnesses

Hi!

This is a question bold and brass for you.  First I'm going to look up brass.  You!

That's odd.

I meant to write yup.

What the hells going on?

I have something important to say.  Maybe you can run with it.  That will be the day.  God.

Who is running your race for you Jehovah's Witnesses?  

I don't know

I finally get word that I might have an agent.  And he would advertise his caliber (OK!) by saying, I shouldn't be so carefree? I don't know.  But like I'm like Jesus, so many people think I do not HAHAHA i'M not LIKE jESUS,  oops  i THINK hE THINKS IT'S NOT FUNNY, BUT i THINBK IT IS HALIEOUS* HEY  My whana be agent thinks I should not talk crazy.  He is probably right.  

I'm so mad I could pop.  Oh James how about TheMadHatter?

*Halerious Super funny.  Hilarious.

Note to self.  Maybe google is the "faithful and discreet" slave.


Jesus Christ does not owe you clarity

They say if The Word means something it should have been more clear.  But the scripture says it is God's will that ALL mankind be saved, not just the stupid ones.

I am not carefully hiding it

It is the prophesy the says everything carefully hidden will become known.  But I'm going to tell you again anyway.  Wibble will do.  LOL

Why did I ask the "lady" on JWN if she was female?  You are dying to know?  No.  It rhymes.  It also makes me laugh.  OMG.  I am bad, aren't I?

It is because The Word says these days will be like Noah's days.  Did you guess it right?

No?

In those days the "sons of the god had relations with men, all who they chose".  And they are the men of NAME but that is another discussion with meself.  Translate myself.

I can see that AGAIN the demons take the women to do with as they please.  Demons are OPPOSITE of believers.  So they make people (by the power of popular)  do and say what they will.  I'm not making sense, am I?  The men are like bullies and the woman go along with it.  That's what it means.  The women do not know they are doing the will of the wicked sons of god.

It is true, but at least I'm with the conscious ones guys.  LOL

The rest I can not say, but I'm not hiding it carefully.  OK!


Art and Religion

Both say the sinner will know of his sin or her sin.  But the way I understand what is said is they won't know.  They have every opportunity ( a thousand years worth) to know and repent, but most will never know.  Not in this life, or that one.

18I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened, so that you will know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, 19and what is the surpassing greatness of His power toward us who believe. These are in accordance with the working of the strength of His might 20which He brought about in Christ, when He raised Him from the dead and seated Him at His right hand in the heavenly places, 21far above all rule and authority and power and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this age but also in the one to come22And He put all things in subjection under His feet, and gave Him as head over all things to the church, 23which is His body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all. 



Why people hate me, I shouldn't say especially believers

They will say it is not possible for an idea to weep and gnash the teeth and that is correct.

So I am wrong.

Or.....maybe not.

LOL

I did laugh.

But it's not funny.  Not at all.

So sorry.

It means, but I could be wrong, unlike them who are always right.  iT'S NOT ABOUT MAKING FRIENDS YA KNOW.

It means "believers" should be weeping and gnashing their teeth because they believe a lie, or more than one, I don't know.  But their weeping won't happen because it occurs in the fire.  And you can't cry in the fire. 

My bad!

It is not your fault it doesn't make sense. It might make sense if you read what is recorded that Jesus said it means.

Matthew 13:36-43

    36Then He left the crowds and went into the house. And His disciples came to Him and said, “Explain to us the parable of the tares of the field.” 37And He said, “The one who sows the good seed is the Son of Man, 38and the field is the world; and as for the good seed, these are the sons of the kingdom; and the tares are the sons of the evil one; 39and the enemy who sowed them is the devil, and the harvest is the end of the age; and the reapers are angels. 40“So just as the tares are gathered up and burned with fire, so shall it be at the end of the age. 41“The Son of Man will send forth His angels, and they will gather out of His kingdom all stumbling blocks, and those who commit lawlessness, 42and will throw them into the furnace of fire; in that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. 43“Then THE RIGHTEOUS WILL SHINE FORTH AS THE SUN in the kingdom of their Father. He who has ears, let him hear.

It is not possible for both to be true imo

The rift between believers started by the  disagreement about sons.

To everyone but me sons means people.

But I believe sons means whatever a person, believing or not, holds dear to help nurture to full strength.

It is my opinion that the weeds in Matthew 13:25 cannot be people because it being persons would nullify the most important scripture in the Bible imo 1 Timothy 2:3-7

Mathew 13:24-30 1 Timothy 2:3-7
    24Jesus presented another parable to them, saying, “The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field. 25“But while his men were sleeping, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went away. 26“But when the wheat sprouted and bore grain, then the tares became evident also. 27“The slaves of the landowner came and said to him, ‘Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have tares?’ 28“And he said to them, ‘An enemy has done this!’ The slaves said to him, ‘Do you want us, then, to go and gather them up?’ 29“But he said, ‘No; for while you are gathering up the tares, you may uproot the wheat with them. 30‘Allow both to grow together until the harvest; and in the time of the harvest I will say to the reapers, “First gather up the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them up; but gather the wheat into my barn.”’”


3This is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior, 4who desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth. 5For there is one God, and one mediator also between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, 6who gave Himself as a ransom for all, the testimony given at the proper time. 7For this I was appointed a preacher and an apostle (I am telling the truth, I am not lying) as a teacher of the Gentiles in faith and truth.

Too harsh too harsh

Vilify means to "lower in estimation or importance" .  That is what Jesus said would not be forgiven a man, but mostly women, who Am I in trouble NOW?  I mean REAL trouble?  I hated your false trouble.  It was a stresser and that is just plain mean.

It's true.

Matthew 21:31.

http://biblos.com/matthew/12-31.htm

See next post?

You want proof?  I probably should. I think I'd rather go for a walk.

Not what you do, what you don't do

My theory um about the sin that is not forgiven..  Oh brother is right.

The Jehovah's Witnesses have their people all worried that they might "sin against the holy spirit".  Then the Governing Body calms the flock by saying "if it scares you that you have that means you haven't".

What do I think it is?

The Holy Spirit is present for teaching and for putting on Christ.  One day you will wake up to see yourself.  You might not like what you see.  On that day of not liking you it will be impossible to go back to do it again.  You will be what you will be.  Many people will say to self oh bother.  But people who tried, or thought they were trying, to put on Christ (WayTruthLife)  and find themselves a disappointment can not be forgiven it.  What you got, you got.  It can be changed once you get it.  I mean it can't be changed once you ARE it.  You can't say "this isn't what I had in mind".  It would be tending toward "god, damn it, what were you THINKING?"  It is best to know what God is thinking BEFORE that day.  Then time can be on your side.

That is probably why unbelief is safer.

Should I say it another way?  You may vote.  

Why are unwise association frowned upon?

Well, a person has only so much time in a day.  If their time is spent with "bad" associating how can they also be building up their "good" association in love?

To be dedicated to The God means to do God's will.  How can God's will be done if all your time is spent AWAY from God's will?

The worst association (people association)  are people who 1. don't listen and 2.  if they ever do listen they twist what is heard to fit their plan*.

What plan?  I'm soooo glad you asked.  I shall be a thief.  This is from http://thesaurus.com/browse/plan
I have so far found understanding with humor in THINGS.  Spiritual understanding.  Not political  OK!

*aimangleanimusarrangementbig picture,contrivancecourse of action, dealdevice,dispositionexpedientgame plan, gimmick,ground plan, ideaintentintentionlayout,machination, meaningmeansmethod,orderliness, outlinepatternpictureplatform,plotpolicyprocedureprogramproject,projectionproposalpropositionpurpose,scenariostratagemstrategysuggestion,systemtacticstreatmenttrickundertaking