Nancy, it is obvious to all who read your posts that you are not well.
The reason why most people ignore you is that your ramblings are incoherant.

Please seek some professional help. You are making a complete fool of yourself.
I say this is all sincerity. Your mind is ill and needs help.

You are not evil, just sick. Please see a doctor.

I will be surprised if others have not told you this. Please believe them.
You will be the last one to know.