Friday, December 21, 2012

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Faith without works is dead

What I think it means.

Faith is the "assured expectation"  

Hebrews 3:6 But Christ is faithful as a son over God's house. And we are his house, if we hold on to our courage and the hope of which we boast

Matthew 13:19 When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in his heart. This is the seed sown along the path.

2 Thessalonians 3:3 But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen and protect you from the evil one.

1 Corinthians 1:9 God, who has called you into fellowship with his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful


of things "hoped for"  

1 Thessalonians 2:19 For what is our hope, our joy, or the crown in which we will glory in the presence of our Lord Jesus when he comes? Is it not you?


The evident "demonstration"

John 12:35 Then Jesus told them, "You are going to have the light just a little while longer. Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. The man who walks in the dark does not know where he is going.

John 9:4 As long as it is day, we must do the work of him who sent me. Night is coming, when no one can work.

John 20:17 Jesus said, "Do not hold on to me, for I have not yet returned to the Father. Go instead to my brothers and tell them, 'I am returning to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.'"


of reality which is not seen by human minds

Acts 1:7 He said to them: "It is not for you to know the times or dates the Father has set by his own authority.

1 Thessalonians 5:1 Now, brothers, about times and dates we do not need to write to you,

Job 24:1 "Why does the Almighty not set times for judgment? Why must those who know him look in vain for such days?

1 Corinthians 2:16 "For who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct him?" But we have the mind of Christ.


How can faith be dead? Works of faith lead to life.  For the children of God faith leads to everlasting life.  If faith is not leading to life it is dead because dead is the opposite of life.

It is being believed Faith in God means salvation.  People who want a living faith do works to make their faith alive.  But the works that make faith alive are not the works of men.  They are works of light.  We do not know what works are of the light because they unseen "faith...realities UNSEEN."

http://bible.cc/    study link.

Monday, December 10, 2012

What would YOU call it?


I'm new to this site but I found your recent post.  I understand your feelings.  I've had many negative encounters with my fellow witnesses.  This is what keeps me going:  first and foremost is Jesus counsel to the first congregations in Revelation.  Remember only 2 out of 7 were doing it right. That tells us that today we can expect to see serious problems in the congregations.  2. People are at various levels of spiritual maturity in the congregation.  I have been in the truth all my life.  I've gone to 48 different congregations (I was married to a rolling stone), some were strong some were weak.  I've learned to watch who I confide in and keep my personal activities to myself (there's always someone who'll misunderstand what you're doing.)  Recently I was attending another congregation during the week because of classes I was attending.  I worked in service with one of the sisters there and happened to mention a documentary I had watched on Netflix about Martin Luther.  She actually approached an elder about my "apostasy" and he agreed with her. Needless to say, I quit visiting that hall.  When you find one hall is affecting your spirituality, go to another, don't stop going.  Remember Eli?  He was not doing right but until he was replaced by Samuel, Jehovah still used him.  The message at the meetings is pure, the deliverers aren't always.  Focus on the message, not the one's delivering it.  I've seen problems go on for a long time, Jehovah will straighten things out eventually. One congregation had problems for years and finally 7 elders were called on the stage and removed in front of the whole congregation. (they were basically doing what Eli was, turning a blind eye to their children's behavior)  Anyway, now that congregation is doing well.  So, to coin an old phrase, don't throw the baby out with the bath water.  Go to the meetings, go in field service, do what you're supposed to do and don't look too closely at your fellow workers.  Hope this helps


Thanks.  I wonder why everyone thinks I left the congregation because they were mean?  Haha?  That is not why I left.  Israel asked for a king like the nations had.  They were warned not to but they did and THEY suffered for it.  We are told Jesus is our Leader.  We  have a warning too.  Psalm 146:3 and  2 Corinthians 1:9 "rely on God, not on ourselves".  I did not leave because I did not see evidence of the Holy Spirit (in four congregations and conventions).  I left because I think Holy Spirit is not present BUT THEY SAY IT IS.  Can you see the difference?  If they did not 1. Say they are the only way of salvation (like the Catholic Church has done btw) 2. Say we must obey men rather than The Spirit of God.  (I believe God's Spirit led me into the congregation.  YOU believe I am wrong to believe the same Spirit led me out.)  3. Shunning is very bad.  It is the wrong way to interpret the scriptures about spiritual cleanness. I am sure because many times it is cruel.  Is love cruel?  So if I am right about the Jehovah's Witness misinterpreting some things how are they different from false religion who misinterprets some things, please?

The message is not pure.  I will give you just one example.  It was the first thing I questioned the wisdom of the JW teaching.  Hebrews 10:25.  The whole time I was associated with the witnesses I kept my contention to myself.  FORSAKE means to abandon.   They teach it means Jehovah is saying miss no meetings if you can help it.  It is not a pure interpretation.  Till the time I walked out on the brothers who said we must obey the Governing Body of men, I was at all the meetings. (most all that I could attend)   It was a rule and I followed it.  But it is not a rule because of what Hebrews 10:25 says.  They twist the scriptures just like everyone else does.  Not pure.   I think it is poison what they are feeding the "great crowd" Revelation 7:9 which really isn't it because Revelation 7:17 says the Lamb will guide them to fountains of waters of life.  Not twisted lies.

Sunday, December 2, 2012

The human psych

I have heard people say someone as evil as Hitler was, might be by God considered a person who can be accepted to the place (it is called Heaven) where the faithful ones are.  The faithful ones in my opinion are they that listen to The Heavenly Father to do the will of The Father Yahweh in harmony with the Lord's prayer.  I do not believe it but some people do.

On the other hand  there exists people who do try to be in harmony with The Lord and The Lord's prayer who are considered as nothing by others who believe they themselves are in harmony with The Lord and the Lord's prayer.



Is it my imagination that some things that are said can put a person outside of the group for The Lord's prayer to be accomplished?  But all the very bad things some people do can put them inside, if of course it is God's will?  The possibility seems to be open for entry into the Holy Place (Heaven) for what a person does to another but not for what a person says to another.

I think it's weird.

You wonder how I came to this reaction?

I have been searching for what is called "the body of Christ" 1 Corinthians 12: 12 Just as a body, though one, has many parts, but all its many parts form one body, so it is with Christ. 13 For we were all baptized by[c] one Spirit so as to form one body—whether Jews or Gentiles, slave or free—and we were all given the one Spirit to drink. 14 Even so the body is not made up of one part but of many.

And I have found very many but the many have not found me.




thrmdrlvrd 

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Well

It's been a little while that I have not posted.  I just want to say I have not forgot myself.  Have a nice day.

Monday, September 17, 2012

I'm sure I can

I can make my posts sound good or I can leave them as true as they are and You can discern if you have leftover intolerance that might be eliminated or not.. It's up to you.  

.I have another recipe

Do you have too many zuckinnis? OK why in the world would spell check check that with skinniness?  I mean really?  Just send me my mil and get it over with.

You don't know what that means?  Hahaha Too bad for you, right?  Or wrong?

Zucchini.  Bravo!  Bravo!  Those be my two friends.

Did you ever use French's Fried Onions for anything but veaNS? That's a hoot, it's staying.  It probably wouldn't be so funny if I had                  whatever I'm looking for.  What am I looking for?  You  may vote.

I'm almost tempted to replace the bottle of wine.

There is no wine in the Zucchini bread.

It is from the book Baking.  It's called AMERICA'S FAVORITE BRAND NAME Baking 1999.  By Publications International Ltd.

3/4 lb zucchini shredded, 2 1/2 cups flour (I used more whole pastry flour with white flour), 1 1/2 cups French's French Fried Onions, 1/3 cup fresh gated Parmesan cheese, 1 tablespoon baking powder,  1 tablespoon chopped fresh basil, 1/2 teaspoon  salt, 3/4 cup milk, 1/2 cup butter, 1/4 cup light brown sugar (this is where I changed it) 2 eggs.

Bake 50-65 minutes.

Oh bumma

I was sure there was no lookers today and someone ONE had to spoil it.  Thanks alot.

Story Store.  Did you think I forgot?  Did you think my blog got highjacked?

It is a forum world.  Or Chat world.  Internet stranger place.

I go away for the day leaving an open bottle of wine on the counter.  When I get back I have myself a little bit of it.  And what is wrong with me?

What's in it?

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

The end of the world?


Matthew 24:14
[I]and this good news of the reign shall be proclaimed in all the world, for a testimony to all the nations; and then shall the end arrive[/I] Young's Literal Translation

What is the end that will come?  Some say it means the end of the world.

But might it mean the telling of the good news of the Kingdom is what will end?
[I]No longer will a man teach his neighbor, or a man his brother, saying, 'Know the LORD,' because they will all know me, from the least of them to the greatest," declares the LORD. "For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more[/I]."

The end of the proclaiming of the Kingdom won't happen until Ezekiel 37:38 is fulfilled.
[I]'Then the nations will know that I the LORD make Israel holy, when my sanctuary is among them forever[/I]'

It is not the end of the world.  It is the end of telling the world.  IMO

but it is the one who has endured to the end who will be saved. Matthew 10:22
As you know, we consider blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job's perseverance and have seen what the Lord [B]finally brought about.[/B]* The Lord is full of compassion and mercy   James 5:11
*end means outcome, not destruction

Aramaic Bible in Plain English (©2010)
[I]But whoever will persevere until the end will have life[/I]   Matthew 24:13  It means to remain under the load.  (Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls For my yoke is easy and my burden is light Matthew 11:29,30).

Anyway it does not mean to be in expectation of the end of the world.  It means to stay with Y'Hushua Ha'Mashuyach until the completion of the testimony.

Daniel 3:28 [I]Then Nebuchadnezzar said, "Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, who has sent his angel and rescued his servants! They trusted in him and defied the king's command and were willing to give up their lives rather than serve or worship any god except their own God.[/I]

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Seeking

It is my opinion, only it seems, that the goats on the left hand of Y'Hushua described at Matthew chapter 25 are they that gather together in agreement on what to believe. The sheep on Y'Hushua's right hand are they that follow the way, the truth and the living God. They do not embrace a belief system. 

To write yourself (in your mind) a set of doctrine to believe in is not wise. The direction of the sheep must change with the direction of the shepherd.

Yes, I am favoring abrahamic belief. But not doctrine. There is a difference. Y'Hushua did not arrive at the world to be worshipped. Might he be the world's Great Teacher?

Monday, September 10, 2012

Works of the flesh


They worship me in vain; their teachings are but rules taught by men. Matthew 15:9
The person becomes slave to "rules taught by men".  The rules that do not lead to freedom are stumbling blocks in the way are your own.  In ones own mind.  It is just one example of NOT knowing the truth.  You have been taught that the stumbling blocks are created by others.  The stumbling blocks are your own.

The truth that sets one free


What is it?  I had an epiphany today of what it is.
Whenever I am asking a question in my mind about the nature of Y'Hushua Ha'Mashiyach and I am pondering a scripture I go (by the power of reason) or I am taken (by the power of The Holy Spirit) to another scripture.  I call it twinning.  I like to think of it as the Jacob and Esau phenomenon.

I was thinking of the realization that to be obeying something is to be a slave of it.  People obey doctrine.  They are slaves of doctrine.

Freedom is the opposite of slavery.

To be free by Y'Hushua Ha'Mashiyach means to be free to listen and believe what He is saying.  Like a sheep would a shepherd.  To shed the chains of doctrine is to be free to realize the truth that is being thrown down to the Earth. It is not about works of the flesh.  It is about performance of the mind.  It is the truth that sets the mind free to believe.

Daniel 8:12 And the host is given up, with the continual sacrifice, through transgression, and [B]it throws down truth to the earth[/B], and it has worked, and prospered.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

I have found someone

On forum I have found someone who understands circumstances similarly as I do.  And here is his post that I want to share.  Thank you for coming to my blog.  Peace.

The advent of the Son of Man has been here since the 1890's but nobody had eyes to see Him.
It happened just as Jesus warned. If the people were not faithfully watching He would come in an hour they would think not and He would be among them as if a thief in the night. (Luke 12:37-48)

The Gentile Christians were given an opportunity to receive the Father and His Kingdom but when the servants of the Father came to deliver the "meat" so that they actually had all of the details on exactly what the business and the primary objectives of the Kingdom were they counted them as foolishness and beat those servants and drove them out from among them.

Just as Paul warned, if anyone corrupts and perverts what the "good news" was all about, to look for and prepare for the coming of the Father and His Kingdom, that instead of it being a blessing to them it would be a cursing to them. (Galatians 1:6-9)

Nowadays if you speak in any way shape or form to indicate you have had a revelatory experience and acquired divine knowledge similar to what Paul experienced, you are immediately assumed to be a nutcase. I recently experienced such treatment from a Christian on these forums. That is a form of beating the servants of the Lord He calls to preach the arrival of the Father's Kingdom. 

Now, instead of being met with anxious anticipation and sincere consideration and inquiry hoping that the Father is now establishing it, you are met with the claim that there won't be any more prophets to bring anymore revelation or modern scripture and Christianity itself is already the spiritual vehicle and there is nothing more to come so if you claim to be any special servant of God we know you are of the devil. 

Because this blind and arrogant attitude has overcome the body of Christianity, it has utterly failed to realize the hoped for fruition. And, soon, it seems things are coming together such that there shall be a Christian holocaust and they shall be beaten with many stripes, not withstanding they cry "Lord, Lord, we have done all these mighty miracles in thy name..." and the Lord shall I knew thee not, depart from me ye workers of iniquity". (Matt 7:21-23)

Christians have done their best to be nice people but when the final exam came to see if they really meant what they were asked to pray for in the Lord's Prayer came, which is for the Father's will do be done here on earth in His Kingdom, they beat those sent to fulfill their longed for hopes.

That's where things are at right now.

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Who do you owe?

Jehovah's Witnesses are taught well to be thankful.  It might be thankful people that are drawn to the Watchtower organization.  There is not a Jehovah's Witness that I have met that I would reject as an acquaintance or even a friend.  There were Jehovah's Witnesses that were my friends.  Now they are not friendly because they are warned to stay clear of people who have rejected the faithful and discreet slave.

I shall assume that at one time, long ago, the Bible Students who proceeded the Jehovah's Witnesses were unique respecting the knowledge that religion is a snare and a racket  and they became instrumental for pointing the way to know the True God.  It is possible that without them the quest for The Holy ONE might have ceased.  It is because people are like in Noah's day.  Matthew 24:37

If it is true that searching for the Way the Truth and the Life who is Christ would not have progressed as it has without them, then who is owed the reward?  The reward is soul.

Many people believe the faithful and discreet slave in the  person of the Governing Body of Jehovah's Witnesses is due their allegiance because they are thankful they have been led to investigate the Word.   Can Jesus' words "be no part of the world" be applied to allegiance?

Now there are many people who have actually broke free of religious contraints and are preaching God's Word freely.

Because the Good News preachers might not have been were it not for the Bible and Tract Society are they not to be listened to because you OWE something to the faithful discreet slave?

What do you owe them?

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Husk cherries

I bought some husk cherries at the farmer's market.  The seller was a superb sale's person.  I tasted the sample, but didn't like it much.  I had to think of a good way to eat them as they are food.  So I said out loud they might make good muffins.  So now I have three pints.

I looked it up.  They sure don't taste like cherries.  It is because they are not.

They are more like tomatillos.  So I looked for some recipes for them.  Jelly, pie and salsa are so far my choices.  Three pints will make a lot of salsa.

It is a bad day for recipes for me.  I have some left over barbecue that I thought might make some good barley soup, but I forgot the sugar in it.  I never made sweet soup before.  I have not eaten it yet.  I hope it is good enough to eat.   

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Another recipe

My husband planted a garden.  He let it grow more than enough.  I was away for a week and a half so I was unable to pick from the garden.

We have overgrown yellow summer squash and overgrown beans.  What to do?

I boiled the beans and had some yesterday.  Good for you but not delicious.
I boiled some summer squash and ate it.  With the left overs I will make soup.

Today I roasted a pork loin in the rotiserary (erotically tiparary?  LOL)  Spell checkis....
It's a machine that revolves the meat around a heat source.

With it I served vegetables.  Overgrown ones.  How to make them taste good?

I shredded the yellow squash after removing the tough outer skin.  I added sauteed onions (I just saw my mom's name)  How so?  OMG I'm not telling you.  Oh why?  Why do you think?  Tomatoes with the seeds removed and the leftover beans cut smaller.  Haha?

Some mixed dried Italian herbs.  Some celery leaves, basal and parsley, fresh.  Salt and pepper.  I use Herbamere flavored salt.

On the pork I added Trader Joe's my mind went blank.  Good thing no one reads me!  

My board

My board is lit up nicely!  (Thanks for visiting my blog.  Sometimes I wonder if you read it?)  but where is Africa?  And then come to think of it, where is South America? Oh the North and the South Pole are missing too.  Do You know that's a joke?  

A confession

I should probably tell someone that some songs sometimes seem to be telling a story about me.  There you have it.  They said I was crazy and alas, I guess I am.  

Storage wars


Dear IAM

Hello!

I was removed from Bible Discussion Forum for disagreeing too much with the doctrine of Jehovah's Witnesses.  That is why I think I was removed.  When one gets removed there is no warning and no reason.  JWs aren't suppose to fraternize with strangers on the internet, but they do it anyway.  I did not do it until I wasn't one.   I just want you to know I do not forget you.

If you are restricted but not removed I might talk to you again.  No more sir and no more making light about being off topic.  OK?

Peace!

I'm confused.

The Bible warns about laughing.  It says he who laughs now cries later.  But he who sows with tears will reap with  joyfulness.

Is it talking about now or them.  I'm thinking I think it's funny, but is it suppose to be?  I mean will my laughing now turn to tears later or will my past tears turn to laughing now?

Do you see what a letter will do?  Them is then.  And even . is ? .
So people are worshiping the Bible, but it's not good to do that.  Do you know why?  Because interpretation belongs to God.  Is that obvious?  So to trust with all your heart in Your interpretation of the Bible is not worshiping God.  It is worshiping something that belongs to God.

I do I know which is SUPPOSE to read how

I don't know?  Fill in the blank.. OK I shall give it try.

Religion is for being sure.  See how everything can be read one way or another?  What IS that anyway?  Whatever it is I think it's cute.  I think it scares some people.  Other people I think it makes them feel dizzy.

How do I chose which thought I should accept and which one I should reject.  How?  I don't know.

Religion does not care whether something is true or not.  It believes what it wants to believe.  How does it become sure in the believer?  That is an interesting sentence, I like it! I don't know.

How is religion (I'm trying it another way) convincing people to believe what is not true?  That is what the previous sentences mean. I think talking strait is boring.





Don't you?  

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

What does food have to do with Bible Study? I don't know! Why not ask the Governing Body of Jehovah's Witnesses?

I am feeling left out a little.  What's new?  I bought a bunch of buttons today.  What did you do?

I wonder if I am alone witnessing the breakdown of brain activity?

Maybe you think I'm broke.  Maybe you don't care.

I have more recipes.  The funny thing is I might have thousands of dollars worth of cookbooks but I make up my own recipes or I cook someone else's recipe again and again until I don't have to read it anymore.

I'd like to sell some but in this economy, it's not such a good idea.  I would rather keep them or give them away to friends and family.  I have friends and family.

Best sandwich

Sometimes, but not often, I like what is called an Italian Sub.  I almost never order it out because it has to be just right.  When I count things I have to write them down or I forget which one I counted and which one I didn't.  So here you go.  I'm counting.

A roll.  It can't be any roll.  It has to be white and long, not round.
Two kinds of cheese.  Provolone is one and horseradish sharp cheddar is the other.
Toast so far.  Take it out of the oven before it gets crumby.  It will be messy enough.
Hot Capicola, ham, salami, and mortadella (a new word for spell check!).

Seven so far.

Make dressing.  The juice from a jar of mild banana peppers, olive oil, fresh chopped parsley, fresh basil, fresh scallions, salt, flavored salt, pepper, hot pepper flakes.  It is OK if I forget something.

Sixteen.

Dill pickles, hot pickle peppers, banana peppers.

Nineteen.

Tomatoes.  It's summer so they are fresh.  Onions.  They were from someone else's garden.  And lettuce.

Twenty two ingredients.  I estimated twenty.

Twenty three garlic.

I might have put fresh celery leaf in it.  I forget.




Sunday, August 26, 2012

Hm

It is Sunday Night.  It is still August 2012.  I can not expect that I am being inspected on a week end.  I never would.

I remember Alan.  I am so gl;ad he was crazy too!    

I have nothing to say

Hey Mr. Lean 1. will you EVER talk to me?  And 2. are you writing a book?

It's Joe

Oregon is a good place I might go there.  I think I said Tom but I meant Joe.  WINE BY JOE.  can You believe it?  Is he yelling?  Haha

To honor nothing

Just because I want to.

When I go wine shopping I choose by the label.

Sometimes I see a half bottle for lots of money and I can't help but wonder "is it THAT good?"  I'm not a gambling man.  I don't buy it.  I don't have much money.

I think this one (I'm breaking my rule fyi)  is called Tom.  I could go check but I don't want to.  Would you?  That's poetry for your information.  Get a clue.  Sorry no emoticons. 

My X

My husband seems to take to heart that I should earn his respect, above and beyond the love I have for him and the cooperation I show.  I am slow.  He is not slow.  He is different.  If he has something in mind to do he will do it to it's finish even if it means being late for dinner and making those ready for dinner wait for him.

Also he lies.  When he feels the disagreement is not going his way he will make up a scenario that fits his perception.

That is not so bad, everyone does it to a lesser or greATER DEGREE BUT WHEN HE DOES IT HE WILL SAY IT IS ME DOING IT.  Caps lock. Somebody loves me.  I should probably look more often at the screen.  It is true I should yell it as it is worse than rape.  Rape is against the flesh but what people do to me is against the spirit.  The spirit which proclaims it deserves at least what everyone else is accorded.

I am not a hoarder but he insists that I should agree with him that I am.  He will find one thing that he thinks is junk and conclude that I don't know any better but he wishes I did.  He found a doll and looked at it.  It surprises me to not end that he looked at it.  It was near where he sits down to put his shoes on.  It is not the only place to put shoes on.  Sometimes he walks around the house with them on.  The doll may or may not have been broken.  Do you think I might have bought it for the dress it has on?  Perhaps.

Married?  I know where gay comes from.  

Please, where are my peeps?

I think peeps is a good word for people, don't you?

It's a no wonder people don't believe modern prophets of God.

What do they say?

Do they all say Jesus is the thief ?  I wonder which of the ancient prophets before Christ said that Christ would come again as a thief?  What does Harvard say, I wonder?

And where are mt peeps?  Haha!  That's a good one!  Where IS Mt. Peeps?

I'm laughing!

What's so funny?

I forgot what I was going to say.

Mr. Lean, you there?

Nonsense you say.  OK  Do you think I should try harder?

I think I shall keep it light.

Maybe later.....

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Popular Key Word

I'm so glad I'm not alone!

It would be weird talking to myself.

There are NO strangers on the internet.

Inventiveness an essay

Ring theory says opposites dwell right next to each other.  I'm glad because it's funny.

So I was wondering about how anyone can imagine I am an inventor so I looked it up so here you are.
On purpose yes indeed!

an invention can be good and true but an invention of the imagination can be c/p a product of the imagination;especially : a false conception 

Why do I always forget about the white tape?  That's me (this is me?) talking to myself.

Funny Stuff

I changed the title. I think it was going to be called Betting on Van Gogh, but morphed in my head as Betting on Picasso.  They don't sound the same at all but whenever I think of the artist van Gogh Picasso  is the name I hear.  Which is interesting because they are opposites.  Picasso was very famous in his life time and van Gogh was not.

That's called ring theory.

I am betting on van Gogh means I am not worried that I might not be an artist/inventor/originator.  Someday I will be appreciated for how I have corrected some what shall we call it?   What the hell am I doing?  Maybe someday there will be a name for what I do.  

Monday, August 13, 2012

Does Mrs. Jones have two heads?

She says it was funny and she felt ticked when called a bitch. OK I did.  Everyone in the world knows she is not a bitch but me.  But she is working it to death so I fear she she is not telling the truth about being unbothered by it.
So the question is is she two headed or something else?

I person can wonder.

Why?  She was bothering me and she would not stop.  I was leaving anyway.  Sigh

Do you not believe me?  Do you think I am making it up too?

So many times I would post and she would leave an annoying emoticon just to let me know she thinks I am a jerk.  She did it many times.  Maybe 20, maybe 50.  I had 7000 posts.

When a person leaves only an emoticon it tells a person nothing but you have to guess what it means.  There are good ones and bad.  They left me ALL bad ones.  Unless I'm dreaming.  I guess I might be dreaming.  And they posted whack-a-mole to me at least a few times.  N.drew just imagine you are being hit on the head with a bat.  Childish pranks I can deal with and I think I did a good job dealing with it.  It was when they exaggerated lies about me that I drew the line.

Sometimes I imagine someone is listening to me.  Thanks for listening.  

That's my point exactly

So I am making shit up?

And they are not?

Am I understanding You correctly?

Do you have ANY IDEA how frustrating that is?

So I tell the truth and get in trouble for it again and again and again.  Not only do I get on people's nerves I get called all kinds of wonderful things "retarted", LOL OK!  I like English.  Babbler, trouble maker, attention whore (I don't know why they won't tell New Chapter she is one too, that's a little annoyance ), crazy, delusional (everyone gets called that who believes in God I should be proud), Beks called me something I forget what it was.  But what really got my goat was when they said I went around to every thread to spoil them.  Hm I thought there was more .  Maybe I am being a little over sensitive.  Am I a show-off?  I guess so.  If you were awake and everyone else was sleeping you would probably show off too you know.

Not only do I get in trouble for baring my soul on Jehovahs-Witness.net, I get called out again and again for being UNtrue.  It's enough to desert to Satan's side.  Unfortunately there is no person of Satan.  Oh brother.

And then they would probably ridicule me for not being forgiving and forgetting even though nobody ever came close to apologizing.  Just Hamsterbait came close once but it was her fault I got in trouble on that thread so I suspect JUST MAYBE (because how can I know?) it was her conscious she was worried about, not mine.  

Why I care

Most readers believe I should not care what other people think or don't think about me.   I can't say that is incorrect and I wish it was possible.  I must admit it was my fault that I ventured forth to a place where people care only for themselves and for their friends.  And if I had the choice again to go or not I think to go would be a sin.

How is it not possible to forget it?  It is not possible because I feel like a transgression has been committed against me but it is not the case.  The error is all mine so I have nobody to forgive.  Because I have no one to forgive then I have to own the hate I feel.  It is ALL my fault, but it is real.  So how do I get rid of it?

The feeling that something SHOULD happen but will never happen might be the right way to describe the abyss that "satan" will be/should be/was, God knows, thrown into.  Why do I say that?  It is because how I feel about what happened to me feels like an abyss.  An abyss pictures absolute helplessness I think. 

That's why

That is why I hate people I have met.  It is because they love people for the same reason they hate me.  It doesn't make sense.  That is why I hate where it is coming from.  I am conscious that I should not hate people.  And some days I try not to and some days I don't.

An example of why

It really puts me over the edge when popular opinion about me is annoying babbler.  So I shall list an example of why forums remove me.  I think this next one will be removed but I should not get bent out of shape if it does.  I shall try it here.

Revelation 6:1,2

Can you really not see that the Watchtower Corporation is pictured in scripture as Saul?

1 Samuel 8:4

4Then all the elders of Israel gathered together and came to Samuel at Ramah; 5and they said to him, “Behold, you(1) have grown old(2), and your sons do not walk in your ways(3). Now appoint a king for us to judge us(4) like all the nations.” 6But the thing was displeasing in the sight of Samuel when they said, “Give us a king to judge us.” And Samuel prayed to the LORD. 7The LORD said to Samuel, “Listen to the voice of the people in regard to all that they say to you, for they have not rejected you, but they have rejected Me from being king over them(5). 8“Like all the deeds which they have done since the day that I brought them up from Egypt even to this day—in that they have forsaken Me(6) and served other gods(7)—so they are doing to you also. 9“Now then, listen to their voice(8); however, you shall solemnly warn them and tell them of the procedure(9) of the king who will reign over them.” 
1 Our Father in Heaven let YOUR will be done
2 Where IS this promised presence of his?
3 False religion is the HARLOT
4 And a crown was given him (Rev 6:2)
5 Now the 144,000 will be our king. 
6 The warning was ignored 2 Corinthians 6:1 "we also entreat you not to accept the underved kindness of God and miss it's purpose" NWT
7 Daniel 11:39
8 Revelation 13:16 Revelation 13:10
9 They have procedure all right. They are very proud of their procedure. It is what what makes them stick together

Peace

Jeremiah 17:9 Jehovah's Witnesses know it well but do not apply it to their leaders. Why?

The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly corrupt: who can know it? 

Isaiah 1:5 Why should you be beaten anymore? Why do you persist in rebellion? Your whole head is injured, your whole heart afflicted.

Is the answer to "who can know it?" Jehovah Witness loyalists? Why do they go door to door claiming God is putting their leaders over all things? 

The answer is because the rider rides the same horse as Christ.

Deuteronomy 17:16


Sunday, August 12, 2012

I'm not a crybaby

I can almost hear you (I don't know who the hell you are translated means I don't lose sleep over not knowing something) thinking.  "Get over it, nobody hates you".

I shall settle it once and for all.  Hate means you Know, but usually won't admit even to yourself, that you would be better off without me.  So I understand and that is why I'm not crying over it.  Just so you know.

I almost forgot I had a point to make.  I have a point to make.

Knowing that everyone but my family would be unchanged/better off without me can become a cause for reevaluation, and I might have come to conclude that what I think and know is worthless and wrong.  That's not true.  I have been a friend to people and have helped make people feel good about themselves and humanity.

I'm talking about my philosophy.

That is what the Bible is to me.  The Bible is a great helper for keeping me on track about the meaning of life and about what good purpose is.  It is a teacher that says truth need not be popular and it isn't.

Thanks friend Bible!


When?

LOL.  I'ts OK.  Just goes to prove to me there is comedy.

When a man gets something right he is called amazing.

When a woman gets something right she is called a show-off.

It's all good.  

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Should humans be studied for species?

There are some animals that look very much the same but are different species.  Do you think humans have different species?  I'm not talking about black and white or rich or poor (that was a joke).  I'm talking about how they think.  I suspect there are at least four different human species.  Maybe it is the reason why some mates can't procreate.  Am I evil for saying?


What does Bruised in the head mean?

Genesis 3:15

The problem with people is there are always people who want to be someone else.
So Theology has always wondered who the woman is and who you are.

But it is important to know that whoever they are they are.  Nothing will change who they are so why bother with thousands and perhaps many more thousands of speculation.  Is it not much more important to know what a bruise is and how to avoid it?

What does "bruised in the head" mean?  It probably doesn't mean death because it is not often or common for a bruise to cause death.  Some people will insist on making it mean that which is to make it mean what they say it means, which is raping truth, they just won't stop.  I'm sorry!  I shall try that again.  Some people insist on making scripture mean just what they say it means.

A bruised head can cause disorientation, confusion, memory loss and eventually death.  But it is not the bruise that causes death but the bleeding from the bruise that can cause death.

A bruised heal?  I would not know what it might mean if I did not have foot pain.

It means I don't want to do what I should do because it hurts to walk.


Is it not a fact?

Am I imaging that what Religion has become, especially Christianity, is a way to believe one's self is saved?

I will address Christianity because they are family.

How has your main objective become salvation?

Do you not know that Your Leader HIMSELF has been reported to have said

"He who will save his soul will LOSE it"?

and

Those who are pictured at Christ's right hand for everlasting life are those who are for the LEAST one?

How is it even possible to be for anyone when your main objective is to be for yourself?*

Matthew 16:25  Mark 8:35

Matthew 25:37-40

* that is how I might have married science to faith.  The goal to believing.  Will it be, do I think?  Have do not know, how can I?  Have do not know?  God knows how I became have.  I'm leaving it, it' so interesting.  I like it?!  Just like that.  OK  Headache?  My heal hurts.  I'm not


Question: Am I conscious?

I am aware that I have said nothing about certain religions in my posting career.  It is on purpose.  I probably will never say anything about other religions as peculiar entities.  But I have an opinion of religion in general.

It is important that Christians are true because they are representative of The True One and it is written, 2Timothy 2:19

"The firm foundation of God stands having this seal The Lord knows those who are HIS and let depart from unrighteousness anyone who names the name of the Lord."

How long have they who are not departing from unrighteousness been telling the World to depart from unrighteousness?

Anything not true is a lie.  Lies are unrighteous.  Especially to lie about The Word is unrighteous.  If anyone is wondering how I believe the woman pictured in Revelation 12:1,2 was raped, that is how.

Do you want a story about it?

Genesis Chapter 20.  But in real life (please don't laugh)  Sarah pictures the word which was "taken" by the World.  That is probably what the "unforeseen occurrence" mentioned in Ecclesiastes 9:11 is.
Genesis 20 pictures the bride of Christ that was taken by the World.

The World is the dragon.  Their child is not the woman's FAULT.  The World cares only for scientific truth.  So?


Friday, August 10, 2012

I try to avoid innuendo

Innuendo has a negative connotation.  I wonder what the word is that means "hinting at something good".

From the start of my adventure on the web I have received thousands of innuendos about my person, beliefs and philosophy.  I would say it is safe to say more than the usual amount.  I have also and am also getting mostly brushed off.  Fine and good.

What I do not like is complimentary hints that the person might be aiming at me.  For instance people will say about the places I have been "Thanks to ALL the posters here" or "We appreciate ALL the posters here" or "I have been benefited by ALL the posters here".  Because I do not feel comfortable  including myself.  Why should I?

A person cannot be emotionally safe on the internet if she avoids innuendo and just sticks to the truth.

So far as I know truth has no place on the internet.  So far I am hoping YET it has no place.

Sometimes I wish the electricity would cease.  Then I might find someone who appreciates me, other than my husband and my kids.  It should be good enough for me, but not always.  Just most of the time.

My rant is over.  Thanks for listening.  Hello?  LOL

The worst thing

So far I have suffered a lot in my life.  I'm not sharing.

But I will tell you what I believe to be the worst thing I have suffered.  I don't know if it feels worst because it is new, or whether it really is the worst torture.

It is to be accused of something bad that I am sure I did not do.

I am one lucky one who has not been legally accused, tried and punished for something I didn't do.  I would not live through such an ordeal imo.

Christ suffered the same so I shall take consolation from Him.


Thursday, August 9, 2012

I have no idea

The Jehovah's Witnesses teach it is their leaders who are personally mentioned at Matthew 24:45.

I wonder if there are other opinions on what is described at Matthew 24:45?

Here is what I think. Jehovah's Witnesses mock others who believe "once saved always saved" so it is beyond my ability to understand that they INSIST on continuing to believe a group of men are chosen to be "appointed over all (God's) belongings". How is this doctrine they believe once true, always true?

Matthew 24:48 warns that the slave might abandon his commission. 

How is it in harmony with John 15:4-6?

4“Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself unless it abides in the vine, so neither can you unless you abide in Me. 5“I am the vine, you are the branches; he who abides in Me and I in him, he bears much fruit, for apart from Me you can do nothing. 6“If anyone does not abide in Me, he is thrown away as a branch and dries up; and they gather them, and cast them into the fire and they are burned

How is anyone convinced that the men who lead the Jehovah's Witnesses are abiding still in Christ? If works is the answer please explain other works of faith in Christ NOT related to the Watchtower. How are they being accomplished? 

For your consideration

I have a theory of why some people WANT to believe in the absence of God.  It might even be genetic. 

It has to do with strategy.  The person who can't even imagine the possibility of a superior Person is increasing his rate of success of whatever plan he has devised.  The mind considers a goal and the work needed for it's accomplishment but also considers what might change the field during the work for accomplishing the goal.  If the mind believes there is a  real Person in the sky that knows and cares what we do, then the  mind would have large gaps in the "what if" part.  So to feel in control of every situation the mind learns to eliminate the god factor.  Then the mind is able to see more clearly all the deeds required and the possible difficulties it might encounter.  To the unbeliever's imagination the possible difficulties become fewer with the absence of another conscious, the god conscious present.  So it has been eliminated for imagined success.

And you thought is was because God isn't real.  I'm kidding OK?  Don't be getting all hot under the collar.
Please.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

C'est la vie

It is so sad to lose my one regular contact I thought I had.  If I was a person who cried at the drop of a hat, I'd be crying NOW.  Unfortunately,  I mean fortunately, I have a devil so here we are laughing.  Did you know laughter is good for you?  

Do I really think I have a devil?  What is the correct answer?  You tell me first.

And if I think you are not lying I will consider my answer.

It's too soon to believe I lost my penpal.  It's only been nine days that he has not written. We were writing about every day.  It's too soon to draw unknown conclusions.

Do you like to cry better or laugh better?

If you could either cry or laugh ONE MORE TIME which would it be?

Sometimes I imagine an agency doing a profile of me.  Is that being paranoid?

I think that to believe something might be real that CAN be real is not paranoia.  But unfortunately Science does not agree with me.

I can make everyone my betrayer.  Sometimes I do it by mistake. There is one person that I can not  make betray me.  C'est la vie   

I am missing my spy

It's so sad.  I don't feel like laughing.

Story Store

The internet is good protection.

How so?

Well, it is possible that powerful forces are not happy that I would disagree so vehemently so often for so long.   And they might worry that if I am to be believed it might make them look naked.
REVELATION 16:15.  

But really if they ARE naked then Heaven already knows.  It proves to me that they care what men think more than they care what God thinks.

But that's not what this is for.   How is the internet a protection?  Maybe someone has read it.  Maybe even someone has printed it (not likely)  LOL.  That's not me.  I;m kidding.  Am I?  Snort.

So it it is in the public domain ALREADY why spend the money to have me what do they call it?  Hit?  LOL

Thank you Lord for I should NOT say

If I die you'll know why.  The problem is who will tell you my friend?

I'm so glad you are my imaginary friend.  It's 9:29 that would be pm.

I can't say that... Somethings you just can't say.  

Do what you want

Does anyone even know what for Jehovah means?  Anyone?  

JWN or I wished I had some wine

I imagine that no one reads my blog except for them that have to which I think is really funny!  So I was thinking about boring you and I said to myself "I wish I had some wine".  Uh before that I thought if I am going to absolve the last two years you who's job it is to read better go get yourself a drink.  Then I thought a drink would be nice.  I forgot I put away my husband's bottle of wine and I thought I had none.  My wish came true, I have some wine.  I am going to break my rule.   Your drink is Scotch on the rocks.

This might be a lot of words.

I do not remember days, so I must be lying.  I say "what ever".

I did not need evidence for leaving the Jehovah's Witnesses.  I already knew they were not led by Holy Spirit.  Some former Jehovah's Witnesses  need confirmation for their conscious.  I didn't.  So JWN was just fun.

When I began there it was because I was removed from Bible Discussion Forum.  Them on JWN keep saying I said I was removed from forums with an s but I don't remember another one.  I remember being removed from one.  But it doesn't match what they said so I must be wrong/demented/lying pick one.

What was the reason?  Well, the owner has the right to remove a person with no warning or explanation so he did and didn't.   I have enemies on both sides which I think is so cool!  In my wildest dreams I would not imagine anything cooler.  I don't know why.

Speaking of cool, what are you drinking?  Scotch?

There should not be blanket rules. What do you think?

I remember the first post that got me in trouble on JWN.  Oh, by the way, I do know I can be annoying.  God, I annoy myself.  I use to not write because I could not stand the thought that I might read it later.

I thought I was on topic but everyone insisted I was not.  I posted thus:

It is possible that the Faithful and Discreet Slave (I'm sure I spelled it wrong) can say that they are indeed NOT the FDS but because of their work the FDS, the real one, has become known.  Therefore it was them that made it real.   See?  No?  Still?  Oh God.

They jumped on me.  But it was fun.

The girls though were NOT fun.  Never was, never will be.  But I could be wrong.

I intimated that perhaps my years with the Society were beneficial. If you ever go there to make some friends don't say that.  I didn't make friends there.  When I finally posted that I had not made friends, they ridiculed me for thinking that I thought I might.  Which is a lie.  Because a lot of people DID make real friends there.

I might have some more wine, how about you?

When my suspicions started to grow about The Society I did not search out people with similar doubts OUTSIDE of the organization.  I did search out people inside but I was prudent and did not get myself disfellowshipped.  (A word spell check does not recognize).  So far I am still a Jehovah's Witness.

I was not perspicacious on the first forum like I think I am now on Religious Education Forum.  We shall see.

And on the second forum (JWN) which I believe and shall say because I am on my second glass, the lurking place of "every evil spirit".  Revelation 18:2  Amen!  I didn't even say that before and here I am!  LOL... I was NOT perspicacious because it appeared to me nobody was.  But the funny thing is, despite the atmosphere there they expected, SEEMED to expect that I would not comply.  I don't know why.  I think I will never know why.

It's like they can read my mind.

I think the former JW brothers who are silly exaggerate silliness.  I think the former JW sisters exaggerate how bad everyone else is.  The black lady (because i'm a racist) wasn't ever a baptized JW so was never my sister, exaggerates more than them all put together.  I'm not really racist but she said I was.  I have no idea why.  I think I never will know why.

What bothered me most was what my friend sad said. Which is a mistake but right on I think.  Sab was his nickname.  He said as they ganged up on me over and over and over again (the post that said I was a sucker for punishment was correct) nobody said a thing.  Even when they told lies about me nobody said a thing.  That is the reason I said I hate Simon.  Simon is the owner of the site.  I still hate him.  But still praying about it.  Why do I hate him?  He doesn't care.  It is not because I was deleted.  I wanted to be deleted because I really do NOT like ridicule.  It makes the ridiculer look hateful and ridiculous and we are suppose to love our neighbor.

I will tell you what is best for a buzz on.  Alcerselxer.   No spell spell check NOT perseverance.  You are so funny technology.   

Alka Selzer.  It works l;ike magic.  I bet you a million bucks (I don't HAVE it) you will nEVER tell me.  It's poetry, what's wrong with you?


My husband says I should save him a glass.  I shall.  I really shall.

Is there anymore to say?  I have no idea.  i THINK IT IS TIME TO CLICK Stop that.  I think my fingers are normAL LOL size.  What letter would I pick if I had to.  What letter would YOU pick?  I'm glad there are people.  Some of them I still hate.  I have some work to do.  Do you know what THAT means Mr. Zombie I Never Had An Original Thought AND Never Will?

I think I am entertainment for uh Tartau  Oh fuck







I deserve to be hated by them

In the past I have hated souls only in theory.

Now I know it is in me to hate souls for real.

When I posted "where is palmtree from?" did no one imagine that I wanted to eliminate her and her husband from the suspects that I could only IMAGINE?

No!  The clues pointed to him.  And he DID write a hate post to me.  Not only did he, but in response to him someone else did.  Someone else wrote that it is a shame that N.drew could cause the  husband to change his mind about wanting to associate with former Jehovah's Witnesses.  You heard it right!  Palmtree blamed ME because her husband would not go to the apostafest.  

I hate Simon for letting it all be.  No, it's not his fault.  Nobody said it was.  I don't manufacture the hate.  It IS.  I will work on getting rid of it.  Only by God's power.


Reading

If someone wanted my number and they knew what state I live in (check) my first name (check) and my last name (I'm not sure about that one, but it was easy to guess) IF YOU HAD A BRAIN NEW CHAPTER it would be a simple thing to find.  It comes up on page one when googled.

I did not call the police.  My husband did.  The police searched the call because the caller SAID IN THE PHONE WHILE SAID PHONE WAS TO THE EAR OF THE COP "there is a high powered rifle pointed at your head".  One does not threaten a law enforcer in the USA without effect.

I did not know I hated people until I experienced the bigotry on JWN.

Learn to read New Chapter.  Your a writer?  You don't even know how to READ.

This I cut/pasted from JWN

QUOTE New Chapter.  WHO did I call a "bitch"?  Post # 11379  AGUEST thread page 18  nine posts from top.  Then mrsjones claimed she DID NOT SAY I called her bitch.  Did she mrsjones, or didn't she?

Sab, what you fail to consider is that I did not mess with N.Drew. I just didn't take part in trying to reason with her, and if I did say something, it was generally humorous and not offensive. It was clear to me that she was a ticking bomb, and I had no interest in setting her off. She called me a f**king bitch. 

I told my husband about you.

Who?  Everyone who doesn't believe me.

He said "did you never hear of Cassandra?"  He said look it up.

My only friend as a child was Sandra.  Sandy actually.  I don't know if her name was Sandra, but it probably was.  

I looked it up.  She was considered by tradition to be the most beautiful woman in the world.  LOL

I like the snakes.

We have two things in common.  I am also a woman and I don't like Appolo either.  I mean Apollo.  Sorry!

Stop already!

No.

Revelation  6:2

What is it that the rider has "gone forth conquering and to complete his conquest"? Isn't it to make everyone admit Jesus is the son of God?

But admitting is for sins. Jesus is not a sin.

It's best

The news is out IT'S BEST NOT TO TALK TO THE GIRL.

Yes!  Even though I don't like it much I totally agree.  

Is Christ ONE or two Jehovah's Witnesses?

A question for Jehovah's Witnesses who teach it is Jesus pictured on the horse at Revelation 6:2 please. 

How is Jesus IN THE SAME vision two places?

He is the lamb found worthy to open the seals (Revelation 5:11-14, Revelation 6:1-17) and you claim he is also the rider of the first horse (that precedes Earth's woes) who goes forth from the place the lamb remains at for later opening more seals (vs. 3,5,7,9,12 and 8:1) Is there any other place in scripture that an individual is pictured two places at once?

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

You think

Oh good!

You might think if you read my blog that I post drunk.  I don't.  Just saying.

I think I might have somewhere in the past but only for that Story Store.  

Monday, August 6, 2012

What does it mean?

Jesus did not say many would come claiming THEY are Christ.  He said what we actually SEE with our very eyes and HEAR with our very ears that many will say HE is Christ (for later).  Is it so hard to understand?  It is true Christ is Christ but who/what do people REALLY obey?  So in reality saying "Jesus is Christ" is lying.  Because who does not recognize that other things hold sway? So from Heaven's point of view Jesus is Christ but from Earth's point of view He is not.  So to say he is is not true.

What the scripture means is many will say Jesus is Lord/Savior/Christ. But He is Christ only to those who will listen.   

Many will come Matthew 24

What does it mean "on the basis of my name"?

And saying

"I am the christ"?

What was he warning us as he prefaced these words with "watch out for deception".  Whether it means watch out You do not lead a person with deception or watch out you be not led by deception, it doesn't matter any more.  The hour is late.  What is done is done.

On the basis of someone's name means representing that one whose name one comes in.

I am the christ means Jesus.  He was talking about himself.  And he is Christ.  But his ministry as Christ came to an end with his death.  He is alive in spirit but only to believers.

He meant christ with the meaning of the root which is "to furnish what is needed".   Are not people who say they are believers saying "he will save us"?  They expect him to furnish what is needed in the future.  But he has furnished what is needed in the past.  And people have NOT believed.  They were misled.  They did not take note that Earth is to reap what is sown.  Christ was and is a warning about that which You sow or don't sow.

Strong's Greek 5530

Middle voice of a primary verb (perhaps rather from cheir, to handle); to furnish what is needed; (give an oracle, "graze" (touch slightly), light upon, etc.), i.e. (by implication) to employ or (by extension) to act towards one in a given manner -- entreat, use. Compare chraochre

http://biblos.com/

http://biblos.com/matthew/24-5.htm