I have said I am one of the worst apostates. They don't believe it, but it is true. I was referring to leaving the Watchtower and to proving they have too much wrong for anyone to be taking them seriously. But it seems I only proved it to myself which is OK.
I am apostatizing from people. Like Noah I have my family, but all the others, I am learning not to care. I started out caring too much. And even after they hurt me, I cared for them. But I think I do not care anymore. And I feel OK about that.
People have said that hate means to wish harm on a subject, but I think hate means not to love them. I still love them according to the command of my Lord but that it all. I can't worry anymore about saving them from hurt.
I am apostatizing from people. Like Noah I have my family, but all the others, I am learning not to care. I started out caring too much. And even after they hurt me, I cared for them. But I think I do not care anymore. And I feel OK about that.
People have said that hate means to wish harm on a subject, but I think hate means not to love them. I still love them according to the command of my Lord but that it all. I can't worry anymore about saving them from hurt.
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