BTW

Why not tell me why I should not hate you too?

Fear......

....the nothing might spread.

Being

My being in hot water feels just fine and I think for now I won't try to get out of it.  OK?

Pay no attention

 "dissipated, dissolute, debauched, degenerate jerk."

A date

It was Monday that I have my larynx crushed.  I said that after three days if it still hurt that I would go to the doctor but I didn't.  The reason is that it is feeling better enough to eat and what can the doctor do?  I do not know.

Feeling versus thinking

I do not "feel" suicidal.  I am thinking it.  So I look it up on my friend Google and so far it seems to be something that is felt.  I am not feeling like killing myself.

I am thinking it.  I do not want to die.  There is no pain that I think I should get away from.

Suicide seems to be a natural choice for not belonging.  To what?  To my life.  

To illustrate the difference

First I have to know some Greek but that is most probably not going to happen.

Let's pretend that I am from Venus.  I am Venus?  No, I am not.  I am from Venus.

It is written  Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth and the life".

Is it possible he is actually FROM the way, the truth and the life?

I believe that the righteous man Jesus was born of the way, the truth and the life.

Are you going to say, "It is not possible."?   But it is.

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I want to say the way is the will of God, the truth is the law of God and the life is the love of God.
From these things, Jesus Christ is born.

That is what I believe.